Reflection of My Soul…

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No longer do I speak to you,
No longer do I meet you..
The last time I saw you,
You looked happy and content,
Wrapped in her arms so warm..

Your eyes spoke,
The poignant truths,
Your lips couldn’t whisper in my ears..

The last time I had you,
You gave me a goodbye hug,
Mingled with promises,
Of love and togetherness..

Today, as I stalk you,
Online, secretly as a thief,
In that mischievous smile,
I see her in your eyes..

No longer can I see you mine,
I take a screen shot of your smile,
And save it disguised,
In my chamber of secrets..

The anger, the hatred, I dearly held,
Like a rock in my heart,
I submerge it today,
Deep in oceans of forgiveness..
So relieved I feel,
To let to go off the bitter pain..

It is only for your smile’s sake,
Do I put my everything at stake..
However, somewhere deep down,
I still know for sure, that I miss you,
Not necessarily as a lover, or a friend,
But as a reflection of my soul…

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132 thoughts on “Reflection of My Soul…

  1. With these sensitive heartfelt words you will make many many connections. Thank you for sharing these deep deep emotions with us all. They are words written with much feeling and care. Wonderful, my friend 🙂 xx

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    • Hey Krys, thanks a lot for all your kind encouraging words. I’m glad they touched you. Missed your lovely presence 🙂
      Have a wonderful Friday and the weekend to come 💗💗💗 hugs and wishes to you 🙂

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      • Thank you also. Another busy day gardening, sorting tomatoes and cucumbers in the greenhouse. Had a lie in today after lots of work yesterday. Going to wait for the wind to die down before going out! Baking scones for an elderly client of ours, also. So time to get up and get on with the day. You have a fruitful Friday also. Keep well and happy! 🍒🍓🍅🌺🌿xx

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        • Awww.. you’re so sweet ! and thats so lovely that you grow such nice veggies.. you get fresh vegetables right from your farm 🙂 Have some rest and wish u a very blissful and peaceful weekend ahead.. Love and Prayers 🙂 ❤ ❤

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  2. Ahhhh sigh. This one feels like a bit of a stab in the heart, my friend. So sorry to read that you have suffered such loss and pain. But you know what? You are doing the right thing by forgiving. There is great healing and closure that comes with it. Allow yourself to move on with your life and be open for ‘Mr. Right’ when he comes along.
    Healing wishes to you sweetie.
    🙂 ❤
    p.s. Is that a picture of you and him?

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    • Hey Stace, my blog is smiling bright with your brightening sunny presesnce 🙂 🙂
      I missed u tons !!
      And hey, well I’d like to keep it a little mystery as to whether the girl in the poem is me or not.. But, I will surely convey your sweet words of advice and wishes to her… Love u lots, and naah; I found this picture online and loved it so much !! Isnt it so deep ?

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  3. “Today, as I stalk you,
    Online, secretly as a thief,
    In that mischievous smile,
    I see her in your eyes..” – the sad part of moving on.

    “The anger, the hatred, I dearly held,
    Like a rock in my heart,
    I submerge it today,
    Deep in oceans of forgiveness..
    So relieved I feel,
    To let to go off the bitter pain..” – the part I wanted to know. 🙂 Glad to know you’ve finally let go.

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  4. “Today, as I stalk you,
    Online, secretly as a thief,
    In that mischievous smile,
    I see her in your eyes..” – the sad part of moving on.

    “The anger, the hatred, I dearly held,
    Like a rock in my heart,
    I submerge it today,
    Deep in oceans of forgiveness..
    So relieved I feel,
    To let to go off the bitter pain..” – the part I wanted to know. 🙂 Glad to know you’ve finally let go.

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  5. Himal,
    “The last time I saw you,
    You looked happy and content”,

    I am very much easy-going,fun loving, happy and content person all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I am talking with my soul…………………………….

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  6. Hey Himani! Thank you for following my blog. I want to mention you conveyed your intense thoughts through this amazing poetry in such an effortless way, i really enjoyed it, keep it up!

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  7. Wow Himali ❤ I loved the whole poem, I've a story of mine which matches along these line. I could relate with it so well. Especially, the part where you said now I am submerging it today, time for forgiveness. Now that you've moved on, even I am moving on but you will be remembered always. 🙂 ❤

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  8. Wow!

    you have woven it so beautifully, himali.

    I loved the transition part of your poem. It’s simple yet it speaks volumes! And, with that, I am your fan already.

    loved it to the core.
    Thanks for one amazing write-up..
    keep up with the great work.

    much love.

    🙂 🙂

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